My Grown Up Christmas List

Do you remember me? I sat upon your knee

I wrote to you with childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now and still need help somehow

I'm not a child but my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish

My grown up Christmas list

Not for myself

But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal all hearts

And everyone would have a friend

And right would always win

And love would never end.

This is my grown up Christmas list

As children we believe

The grandest sight to see

Was something lovely

Wrapped beneath a tree

But heaven only knows

That packages and bows

Can never heal a heart ached human soul

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal all hearts

And everyone would have a friend

And right would always win

And love would never end, no

This is my grown up Christmas list.

-Inspired by Kelly Clarkson-

Banyak Perkara tapi Satu Ungkapan.

Hari ini, sy melihat tentang banyak perkara , sy dengar tentang banyak perkara dan sy merasa tentang banyak perkara. Ada perkara yang buat sy mengerti dan ada jga perkara yang sy tidak mampu mengerti. Tapi tentang semua perkara itu sy hanya mampu ungkapkan dengan satu perkataan iaitu SYUKUR. Satu rasa yg mampu memberikan damai dlm hati. 

Mungkin doa sy setiap malam mahupun setiap hari, belum terjawab oleh Tuhan kerana Tuhan sedang menguji iman sy dan Dia sedang merencanakan sesuatu dalam hidup sy. Sy tidak pasti apa yg akn berlaku, tapi yg sy pasti semuanya adalah baik dan sempurna. Persoalan demi persoalan wujud sehingga sy tidak mampu lagi mengeluarkan air mata. Doa sy semakin kering dan diri sy mula putus asa. Tapi tentang semua persoalan ini sy hanya mampu ungkapkan dengan satu perkataan iaitu PERCAYA. Satu pegangan yg membuatkan sy tetap mengucapkan amen. 

Sy tidak mengerti dan tidak pasti apa sebenarnya yang akan berlaku dengan diri sy dan apa yang sedang sy alami saat ini. Semakin hari , semakin sakit. Sy mengeluh kerana berbeban berat. Sy semakin jauh namun tetap pasrah kepada Dia yg menentukan segalanya. Apa yg sy alami saat ini tidak setanding dengan apa yg mereka alami. Sy tetap ingin bersyukur apa yg terjadi pd diri sy saat ini kerana semua ini menjadikan sy lebih dekat dengan Dia. Sy ingin satukan sakit ini dalam penderitaan yg Engkau alami di kayu salib kerana di salib itu sy akan menerima penghiburan dan kekuatan untuk hadapi semua ini. Di sana hanya satu perkataan yang akan sy dengar Engkau ungkapkan iaitu CINTA. Cinta yang mengubah segalanya dan cinta mengatasi segalanya.  

-Aku mencintai Engkau melalui sakitku-

Okay!

Ini adalah salah satu kesan drpada jangkitan kuman yg sy tida sgka akan teruk smpai begini, hnya kaki kiri yg mbengkak dan menghitam, bibir semakin kering dan ada mcm2 lagi kesan yg lain. tp ni ja la yg dpt sy share. Yup! amat sakit tapi suda dpt ubat, harap akan pulih cepat. Pray for me. God bless me. 

(^.^)

Jga kesihatan kamu kio. dia blg miss....ada miss (bukan nama sebenar) tp org kuat ni. Dia caring sgt pasal kaki. Kaki harus dijaga dengan baik sbb kaki menampung segala yg ada dari kepala smpai kaki. 

ble google2 la kio. Take care n God bless. ^.^

A Walk to Remember

Hye!!

Hari ini sy rasa amat busan! Sy punya karaja ni ari kc sot kapala sama ni gmbr2. Here we go, with my buddy Marklister a.k.a Stefanus mencipta kegilaan bersama. Maklumla ini org mo lari suda nanti kn. Jd mo create the moment la kunu ni kami. Ni ja yg ada. . hehe. Ouh ya, segala dialog dan visual tidak ada kaitan dengan yang hidup dan yang mati. Boleh dan sesuai ditonton oleh semua lapisan masyarakat (U). 

-peace-

INTRO

 

3, 2 ,1 action!

-THE END-

Credit to Nicholas a.k.a bom-bom for the shoot|flash for snaping those pictures.  

For my buddy, Mark, thanks for making moment with me . May God bless our friendship and 

remember itu don't forget, 

walaupun ko gotuk dan palui-palui

I will always love u in Christ.

Have a blessed journey in your life.

(^.^)

My Guy

“The guy who loves Jesus will worship with you. He’ll pray for you, he’ll pray with you. He will lead you with strong hands, stand up when you can’t… but remind you that only God can satisfy.”

"How blessed are those who are hungry and thirsty for righteousness, because it is they who will be satisfied!" (Matthew 5:6 ISV)

- Spiritually Single -

Friendship

I dedicated this beautiful message for my friends out there. 

Hoping back that you will get something same as me by reading this.

These message had touch me deep and taught me a lot.

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Written by:

Kaelin Cory

Some of you cringe at the word, while others blissfully ponder it. I wanted to write this entry because I know a lot of people who struggle with friendships and I know how it feels first-hand...

Up to this point in my life, I have always struggled with friendships. I would look at other girls in my school or church and think, "Why can't I have a friendship like that?" "Why is it just so hard?". I knew a lot of the reason as to why I was short of true friends was because I am different. That's how God created me to be. Being "set apart" doesn't mean alone. Though on some occasions, they seem to go hand-in-hand. Through seasons of your life, the people and circumstances (and sometimes even the scenery) will change. And you will change too. Especially if you have let God have full control in your life to do as He pleases. I have had friendships of all kinds... Ones that were one-sided, negative, short-term, or anywhere in between. Because of all that life throws at you, friends will come and go. I will never forget something my dad told me in 7th grade when I was broken hearted in the ruins of a friendship. He said, "God brings friends in and out of your life in seasons. You needed her for that season, and now He will bring someone else." I have held onto those words tighter than I think he knows. If you are struggling with friendships in your life right now, take a step back... Do you consider yourself "friends" with God? I know, I know. He isn't physically here and that makes it hard, but He desires to be your best friend. And He is the BEST friend. He will never let you down, never disappoint, and never leave your side. He desires to be your best friend through daily conversation, worship, and through reading His Word. Here are some simple things that have helped me through hard times when a true, true friend seemed a distant thing:

1) Surrender- surrender your whole self to the Lord. All of your problems, imperfections, and mistakes. Where you currently are, and where you want to be. It's never easy, and surrender is never a one-time thing.

2) Take Action- Surrender isn't enough. Surrender in the dictionary is defined as both "to abandon self entirely" AND "give up or hand over a person, right or possession". This means after surrender comes action. This may also mean that you must let go of some friendships that are holding you down.

3) Pray Pray Pray- I don't just believe, I KNOW passionate, persistent prayer works. My friendships are living proof of it. For YEARS I prayed and cried out to the Lord that He would bring someone into my life who would help me walk out my faith everyday. And He has provided.

We were all made for relationships. Our Creator designed us to not walk this road alone. There will be MANY people in your life who will come in and out and shape you into who you are... but I am believing God will send you someone who will stick closer than a brother and bring joy into your life. It will not be easy. Start by being honest with God and using the three simple pieces of advice in this entry. Most of all, I pray through this season in your life, you will learn what it is truly like to lean on Him, and allow Him to fill every part of your heart.

About the Author:

Kaelin Cory is a girl in pursuit of God's heart. This blog will be a direct reflection of her wandering heart and the adventures He takes her on. She believe He honors those who give it their best shot. So what do you say? The journey will be long and sometimes hard, but lets trust Him to take us where our feet may fail. Follow Kaelin's

http://www.wherefeetmayfailme.blogspot.com/

A message for a Men and Women

" I am Awesome " a message for the ladies!

" I am Awesome " a message for the guys!

Damn Feeling!!

God!!!!! Help me, I can't figure this out.

This is just too far from my expectation

This is too tough for me.

I need You!!!!

Dear Diary. .

Sy mengantuk tp tida dapat lelap ni mata. Fikir punya fikir , last2 cari something. 

Mcm lama suda tida buka ni diary sy, tiba2 rasa mau buka ni malam. Jadi, pa lg setiap page sy baca, aHaa bikin ketawa pun ada , bikin menangis pun ada..aikk ada lg yg bikin malu. Ble ka? Hehe
macam-macam ada!
Sini la sy kc luah semua feeling sy kunun yg nda boleh di luah secara public.
kira Sdn. Bhd la bah ni punya cerita.
So, ni malam. . memandangkan sy rasa alone sgt, + byk fikiran, bah apa lg. . start la ni tangan menulis.

Dear Diary. . . .

 

Status of the Day

I'm not single, I'm in relationship with J.Christ

-Singleness makes me fall in love with JC-

Dari Sahabat untuk Sahabat

"KU TETAP PADA SALIB KRISTUS"

Ku peluk salib ber-corpus buatan tanganku karena aku percaya bahwa Engkau Tuhan akan selalu memeluk erat tubuh dan jiwaku yang adalah buatan tanganMu sendiri.

Kawan. . .

Hari baru terberi kepadamu tanpa engkau dan aku memintanya, tapi semuanya mengalir dari kemurahan hati Allah, Sang Bapa sebagai wujud cinta kasihNya kepada saudara dan aku.

Satu hal yang pasti, yang akan saudara dan aku temui di hari ini adalah tidak semua jalan berujung yang dapat tergapai, tidal semua usaha berhasil, dan tidak semua kata hati dan keinginan jiwa terpenuhi. Selalu ada celah di dalam setiap usaha untuk semua kegagalan, bahkan kegagalan dan penderitaan bisa menarikmu untuk meninggalkan Kristus, Sang Sumber Keselamatan yang tergantung diam pada salibNya di rumah hati dan jiwamu.

Karena itu, sebelum memulai tugas, karya dan pelayananmu hari ini, kudatangi engkau sebagai sahabatmu dan membisikkan yang satu ini "TETAPLAH TERPAUT PADA SALIB KRISTUS". Salib adalah tanda kehinaan, tapi Dia yang tergantung pada salib itu menjadi tanda kekuatanmu dalam menghadapi setiap cobaan dan derita yang datang menerjangmu. Ingatlah penderitaanmu tidak sebanding dengan deritaNya, tapi karena cintaNya padamu maka Ia rela menderita dan wafat di salib itu demu keselematanmu dan keselamatanku.

Akhirnya....kuajak engkau sahabatku untuk dalam derita apa pu, dalam suka mahupun duka yang anda akan jumpa hari ini, biarlah jiwamu selalu berucap "KU TETAP PELUK SALIB BUATAN TANGANKU DENGAN HARAPAN BAHWA ENGKAU AKAN MEMELUK ERAT PIKIRAN, TUBUH,HATI DAN JIWAKU sampai selamanya.

Jangan lupa berdoa Bapa Kami, Salam Maria dan Kemuliaan

sebelum melakukan kegiatanmu di hari ini.

Salam dan doa dari sahabat untuk para sahabatnya

*** Duc in Altum***

Sister B and Me

Waaaaa.. sy tida percaya ow, sy mc simpan ni gambar. 1st time sy jumpa ni sister masa 2010 d Pertapaan Putri Karmel Kaingaran, Tambunan, sy rsa bersyukur sgt sbb sy sama ni Sr bejumpa balik baru-baru masa retreat d Holy Trinity Church, Tawau 2013. sy rasa driku semakin dewasa pla bila kasi banding ni gambar.. I feel like, I hv grown up and looks more mature than 2010. keeehooiii!! Hehe. Tapi c sister maintain, makin jelita adala. .kn2 . Hee. .Sy percaya semua ni salah satu Rencana Tuhan yg sangat dan paaalingg indah dalam hidup sy. Ni sister banyak sharing sama sy , banyak membimbing sy tentang IMAN, HARAPAN, dan KASIH. Sy pray supaya si sister sama kawan2 dia, terus kuat dalam pelayanan dan terus bekerja d dalam ladang Tuhan yg sangat luas ni. Semoga dapat capai lebih ramai belia dan beliau..  + Sy harap supaya dapat jumpa lg sama ni sister. Amen?? yaa...Aaaammmen. ^^~

Sy happy sgt bila jumpa dorg ni, rasa sukacita ni bila dapat ikut program dorg. Sy harap dan sy wish supaya dapat join pelayanan dorang.. Kasi doa sy kio. Hehe.

# siukk ni lagu, tersentuh ni hati sy

Satu hal yang ku rindu

berada di dalam rumah Mu

Satu hal yang ku pinta

menikmati baitMu Tuhan

Lebih baik satu hari di pelantaranMu

daripada sribu hari d tempat lain

aku memujiMu, aku MenyembahMu

Kau Allah yg hidup

dan menikmati

S'mua kemurahanMu.

My Sweet Tablet

I must be strong. . Dalam situasi tubuh tida menentu ni kn, mesti mo kuat hadapi ni hari2 yg mencabar. Keadaan ni perkara biasa suda bg sy, makan ubat pun bukan lagi terasa pahit tapi terasa manis,  tapi kdg2 tidak tahan la bh kalu semua ni mesti mo telan dan d kasi habis kn. sabar saja la nak ^^

I won't give up because my good Lord is with me.

Amen.

Kata Hati

Melepaskan insan yang kita cinta dan membuka hati untuk insan yang mencintai kita

-Kata Hati-

My Journey Part 2

PART 2

Main part2 lg kunun kn. Hehe. bah ini dia My Journey Part 2. 

Dulu kan, pernah sy tanya diri sy, odoi knapa la sy tekana di tawau??? Ko pikir sanang ka hati sy jalan p Tawau? menangis2 lg ni time dpt ni tawaran sebab jauh kan, bepisah sama family dan kawan2 lg tu. Pikir sanang hati ka??paling sandi org bilang. 

Bah nah kau, sekarang 4 tahun suda sy di sini, apa suda jadi? tingu ni gambar-gambar semua, pikir sanang ka mo capture ni semua?? Ini baru separuh ni. . da baanyaakk lagi. Hehe. Sy percaya, ni adalah salah satu sebab kenapa sy ada d sini saat ini, jumpa kamu-kamu semua, cipta kenangan yg paling indah sama kamu semua. Pendek kata, ni la family sy kalau di sini teda lain lg. Syukur sgt dpt kenal kamu semua, rencanaNya yg sangat indah untuk setiap kita. 

I feel blessed to have you all and be the part of this group, ONE VOICE.   

My Brothers and Sisters in Christ.   

Siou kamurang ah, tanpa kebenaran lg post2 ni gmbr dalam blog sy. Sy tida peduli, sy suka ni gmbr semua. macamana jga kan? hehe . Senarnya, sy tida tau suda gmbr apa yg sy mo kc masuk. Sy men kc masuk2 seja, yg candid yg skema yg gaya free tu, sy kc masuk seja. Hehe  

Tida miss ni, di mana2 pun sy akan jumpa budak-budak. :) 

The Children of St.Paul.

Sy mo share ni petikan utk renungan kita bersama,

"I was hungry and you gave me food.. I was stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me...."

(Matthew 25: 35-36)

Our work is based on these words of Jesus.

Thank you my brothers and sisters. God bless

My Journey Part 1

PART 1

Growing in faith with this girls. 

Grace, Marie Grace, Kireen, Cheryl and the owner of this blog of course me! 5 daughter of God walks together since in primary school until today , even miles do us apart, but we still can reach each other. Thanks God. Actually, its been a long time after everyone got there calls on studies and works. I'm gonna die missing u guys. hehe . I feel blessed to have them as my best friend. More than that we are sisters in Christ :) 

Beside this five, I'm surrounded by this amazing people in my life. They taught me a lot about life and faith.

Precious moments

--------------------BMK------------------------------------------CAROLERS------------

----------------RANDOM-------------------------------------------SYD 2------------------

--------------------PBK XII--------------------------------SYD 3--------------------------

  The Children. Most of them had grown up now. They inspired me and make me realize that life is so special and makes everyone feel special. I just remember, even their smile can tell everything especially about LOVE. Since I met and fall in love with the children, I think I can answer this simple but challenging question 

"How to love this world??"

 Now, I guess I knew the answer. . .

To love this world is to love the children.

I heart them so much. :)

It's all about faith, love and service

I Fall in love with You

May today there be peace within.

May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.

May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.

May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.

May you be content knowing that you are child of God.

Let this presence settle into our bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.

It is there for each and everyone of you.

-Teresa of Avilla -

My 1st drawing

Sneak peak folder td, sy tejumpa ni nah. Lukisan pertama sy untuk St. Theresa's church, Kota Marudu. Pihak gereja minta sy lukis gmbr ni sempena Tubuh dan Darah Kristus. Mula2 time kena suruh tu, sy rasa mustahil dan meragui kemampuan sy . Dalam masa yg sama, sy fikir jga why not to hve a try kan jadi sy sahutlah panggilan tu. Sy balik rumah. . sy kana bg masa 2hari sebelum perayaan tu. Masih ragu ni... okay, sebelum sy start lukis, sy pray dulu. Sy harap terhasil seperti yg dikehendaki dan menurut kehendak Dia. 

Final touch up jadi inilah hasil Dia. Sy pun tida sangka sy boleh buat  ni tapi yg pasti semua ni bukan dr sy melainkan datang dr campur tangan Dia. Praise The Lord .. sampai sekarang sy mc boleh nmpak ni lukisan terjaga dengan rapi. Mereka rasa diberkati dengan lukisan ni, apatah lg sy yg merasa berkat dari semua ini. Amen. 

Feeling Blessed

Hurt

God, I'm hurt, sad, angry, mad and disappointed.

. . .

I will worship, while I'm waiting

Waiting can probably the hardest things we can do in life...But with God all things are possible. While in waiting process I earn how to be strong, bold and patient. This song reminds me how great is our God plan than my plan. I've been gone through hurt and pain, but He never stop telling me that its worth to have all those to makes me more stronger. I feel blessed when I Watch FireProof movie. There is something I could learn from watching it. May God bless the director. Its really move me and change me a lot. Jesus have change my life. 

FIREPROOF

Link to John Waller| While I'm waiting

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH9LhNrXhFo

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You, Lord

And I am hopeful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though its is painful

But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident

taking every step obedience

While I'm waiting

I will serve You

While I'm waiting

I will worship

While I'm waiting

I will not faint

I'll be running the race

Even while I wait

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You Lord

And I am peaceful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though its not easy

But faithfully, I will wait . .

First Love

Once in a while

you're in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And I dream if this would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Loving goes on in my heart, just like your memories

How I long here to be with you once more

You'll always gonna be the one

And you should know

how i wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again, oh don't say no

You'll always gonna be the one

In my heart, so true, I believe I can never find

Somebody like you, my first love

Once in a while

You're in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

And I pray that one day you'll come back to me

If only knew every moment in time

Loving goes on in my heart, just like your memories

How I long here to be with your once more

You'll always gonna be the one

So true, I believe I can never find. .

Now and forever , you are. . .

My First Love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkNooh1lFaU

The Voice

There are times when I feel lost and no one seems to care

no one can understand

I walk alone in this journey looking for the answer

why this happen to me??

I regret of what I've done about the things had past

behind me who cares

I can't stop myself searching what is missing in my life

so I look back and I realize

There is a voice came from my heart

A voice to leads me walk through the darkness

and found the shines again 

He's the only one I looking for

the person i left before

and now

I turn to Him

I will save in Him

My Lord

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I almost forgot this song. I wrote this when I was in secondary school. Ignore bout my English . I'm not good in EL. :). Just trying to compose song tht really related to my life and its totally came from my deepest heart. I guess,  I really need this song right now. I mean I really have to listen back this song to build my faith back. I'm facing a lot of trouble now. Too much to think about I don't know what to do,what to say and how to move on. It so so so complicated. I need Him now.. really need Him right now. :'(

Bila sy dengr balik ni lagu,  sy tau sy akan nangis.  Cabaran demi cabaran sy terima sy tida tau sy mampu ka lalui ni semua. Bnyak perkara yg sy tida faham terjadi dalam diri sy dan paling besar dalam hidup sy. Persoalan demi persoalan  terjadi. I have to be strong. .  Dia selalu ada. Hanya perlu dengar suara Dia.

My Passion

"Something magical and sweet as it looks.

It will happen

if you believe in yourself.

I call it Passion".

Aisehmen! whoaa... Sy pndai suda becakap pasal magik2 sejak sy explore ni benda. 

MAKEUP

Sy percaya setiap org akan happy apabila mereka buat sesuatu perkara yang  mereka suka.
So do I!

So, sy start explore Makeup ni sejak sy apply something d wajah sy when I was 18. Remaja suda kan mesti mo besantik. Kononlah...hehe. Masa tu sy baru kenal tiga benda ni eyeshadow, mascara dan lipstick. Sy tau sy bida lepas pakai ni barang masa tu, yala nda tau skill kan..tp sy rasa happy ni buat tu semua, the more sy happy buat tu semua, the more sy explore. Sy rasa semakin berminat. Lepas tu, dapat sambung belajar kan, sy jumpa ramai orang, ramai kawan..pendek kata, wajah dorang la jadi bahan experimen sy. Hehe...

Practice Makes Perfect!

 Dari sana sy semakin explore ni makeup.. I learn so much about makeup when I watch every tutorial on the Youtube. Well, I'm a big fan of Michelle Phan! Her tutorial is the best. She comes up with so many brilliant ideas makeup looks.  Thumb up! 

MICHELLE PHAN

Skg , sy suda dpt skill cuma mo kc improve banyak lg ..walaupun suda perna test power sama beberapa org  untuk beberapa event, mc byk yg perlu sy balajar.. sy mc dan sgt perlu rujuk kepada yg pakar.

I just love to do this.. people can judge but teach me how to make it right. Deal? ^^

I need a lot of practice. yeah a lot..

It's so sweet and honour for me if u guys wanna try me.

Itu seja la..mesti YAKIN dan PERCAYA sama sy. I will do the best..hehe

Makeup ble kc santik, kc gojes diri dgn sekelip mata. True3x

Walaucmnapun, sy tetap percaya kecantikkan tu datang dari dalam diri indvidu itu. 

Jadi, jagalah diri baik-baik jgn ubah kejadian semula jadinya sebb ianya tercipta dgn sngt indah.

Every person is special . mcm Bruno Mars blg u r Amazing just the way you are.

Paling penting..jauhi DADAH.

Take care n God bless 

Homesick

Baru 3 hari smpai kampus lepas dari bercuti sy hoooommeeesickkk suda!! kenapa ka begini??? Ya sy telampau enjoy bah cuti sy..  wanna describe it in one words | SIUKK | .. jadi dsbabkan terlalu siukk sy punya hati  fikiran masi d kg. Sy rindu familia especially our home security c Cuppy. .  Cuppy...Cuppy. . . hmmmm. . .

Pendek kata rinduuuu amat. Tapi sy mesti kc terus jga tanggungjawab sy sni..banyak yg belum selesai. Terpaksa kc bzbz diri supaya lupa suasana d kg. 

I'm really homesick

My Angel My Friend

When I have no one to turn to, 

and I am feeling kind of low,

when there is no one to talk to

and nowhere I want to go,

I search deep within myself

It is the love inside my heart

That lets me know my Angels are there

Even though we are miles apart.

A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine.
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, "Everything will be just fine"
It may seems that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all.
whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call.

An Angel's love is always true
On that you can depend.
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend.
Though darkest hours and brightest days
Our Angel's see us through
They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.

Thanks for being my Angel my friend

We may not be like before as we are now..

We may not be able to hang out often and 

we may have different companions

but I just want you to know that I did not stop

and will never stop being your friend

A friend you don't always see but you do always have

Friends never fade forever

I will always love you in Christ

and that is Amen.

Si Tebal Kening

Adakah sy perasantut skijap?? suka-suka ja kc banding gambar orang kan. Masing-masing ada pandangan . Jadi pandangan sy tentang gambar ini kabur2 ni tapi buli la. Give you 80% sbb seakan seperti mu. Sanggup lagi tu sy mencari gambar-gambar d tengah malam buta ni. Hehe 

This is my buddy, u can guess which one.  

Kebetulan dua-dua nama capital "M" (biarlah rahsia)

Hmmmmmmmmmp...

Okay, I miss this guy.

THE END

My little Faith

I wanna say thank God untuk semua yang terjadi dalam hidup sy. Meskipun sy sering putus asa, lemah dan tida kuat untuk jalani hidup ini, Engkau tetap menyertai. Dunia sering menghakimi tapi Engkau tetap mengasihi. Ajar sy untuk mengasihi di saat diri sy juga dihakimi, dan ajar sy untuk mengampuni di saat sy di sakiti. Sy berdoa dengan sungguh...

Kata dunia, sakit ini mungkin tida dapat sembuh. Mungkin saat ini, sy tida mengerti mengapa ini semua terjadi dalam hidup sy, tapi sy tida akan berputus asa dan tida akan putus harapan. Sy perlu buang rasa ini jauh dari lubuk hati sy. Sy percaya suatu hari nanti, sy pasti sembuh, sementara menunggu saat itu, sy tida akan pernah berhenti untuk bersyukur dan memuji Dia.  Jika direnungkan semula, masih terlalu banyak sakit yang lebih parah dalam dunia ini jika dibandingkan dengan sakit ini. Sy mampu bersyukur dalam masa yg sama sy mendoakan mereka yg menghidap pnyakit , apapun jenis penyakit, semoga penghiburan tetap ada dalam hati mereka. Semoga harapn tetap bersinar dalam hidup mereka. Tuhan mengerti dan Dia sangat peduli.

Orang sering kali datang dan pergi dalam hidup. Keadaan ini buat sy rasa kecewa dan sy sedih tapi sy mampu berdiri semula kerna Dia beserta sy dan membuat sy selalu mengerti bahawa semua yang terjadi pasti ada sebab. sy tida perlu risau bah kan.. I am not alone, I have my family, and i have Him.

Pasal love story sy? sy tida tau mo cakap apa. sy tida konfiden mo ckp pasal ni. yes, my heart told me that i'm still single, but i'm not available. org tanya, org mcm sy mustahil teda boipren. .tp teda yg mustahil tau. mcm sy ckp td, people come and go. . it means, maybe my future husband not exist in front of me yet. yeah, in a same time, i'm not ready for love. not heal yet from the hurt before. But i have wishes..like the other girl need.. semoga dia mampu menerima sy seadanya, mampu menerima setiap kelemahan sy, dan yang paling penting dia love Jesus more than me.. semua ni sy bawa dlm pray jga.

Susah mo kc maaf orang yg menyakitkan hati kita. Sy bukan manusia sempurna, sy pun tida lepas dari buat kesilapan. Sy cuba memafkan tapi itu semua ambil masa.. Untuk semua itu, sy sentiasa berusaha bukan jadi yg sempurna seperti malaikat, tapi menjadi dan melakukan yang terbaik untuk kepentingan bersama. I will do everything with love termasuk kc maaf kamu-kamu-kamu..when i forgive, i forget. trust me i can struggle for it. That's what i'm trying to do now..

I love to share this little faith of me. People out there, please don't lose hope if you got a big problem or something bad had change your life or the trial much bigger than you can't handle it. Its hard to stay and tell your self to be strong but at least you try to accept and give thanks for all the blessing that you've got since you live your life. Give thanks in any condition, good or worst. That is the beginning of peace and love in your heart. 

I choose Pray and have Faith. 

Try. Test. Cuba

Bah, sy try test cuba ja ni. First time cover lagu guna keyboard. Budak baru belajar jga ni jadi abaikan kalau cara main nda ngam. Kod pun yang paling simple sudah tu. Hehe

Main guna "hearing" ja lagi ni. Yang penting ada la kan drpada teda.

Okay, sy rasa lucu pla. Sini sy test-test nyanyi sy punya versi sendiri 

Price Tag medley with Where is The Love.

Buli bah kan gitu? Hehe

Try. Test. Cuba

Enjoy!

Temporary Tattoos

See what i did to myself? I have my own tattoo! mission complete! kunun.. Hehe. . 

Don't worry this is just a temporary tattoo it will b vanish after a few days. I guess. .  well, i feel bored today since nothing to do, this is what I did.                    

Those who never know me,  I am butterfly and angel wings lover. They attracts my attention actually.

Just that, never saw a real angel with their wings. But I believe they were exist. Hehe 

Tattoos lover??  

.  Love to put on it but never wish to have the real one.

just for fun! Please agreed ? it looks nice right? 

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Peace

Fasa 1

Seminggu suda sy tinggalkan sekolah tu. Selama sebulan sy d sana banyak kenangan dan pengalaman yang buat sy semakin bertambah tabah dan kuat. With my partner Bee, sy happy dapat berpartner dan bekerjasama sama ko. Thanks for being my good listener, guider and driver sepanjang kita bersama. Hehe. 

With my Bee also known as Raffizah

Picture on 18|04|2013

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Syukur, sebab sudah selesai untuk fasa 1 ni. Good Job and Well Done HANNY!! sy mengharapkan yang terbaik untuk praktikum yang akan datang, mudah2han dipermudahkan jalan. Amen

I know, this girl will stay stand strong

Terasa rindu pula sama mereka mereka yg sy selalu panggil kakak dan paling sy rindu of course la the childrens yg sweet, cute lg nakal. Kesian, sy jadi garang ba sama dorang, bukan pa, mesti mo garang nti dorang nda pndai dengar cakap sy. Don't worry children, ada masa kita main, dan ada masa untuk belajar bah kan..garang-garang gini tetap ada rasa sayang di hati. Bertuah la kan. . .

Okay no ego for now! I miss u all children!! 

 I believe the children are our future, teach them well and let them lead the way, show them all the beauty they posses inside, give them a sense of pride to make it easier let the children's laughter

remind us how we used to be 

-Whitney Houston- 

The girls

The boys

Kanak-kanak dalam kelas sy seramai 36 orang. WOW sy rasa hebat!

 Kakak-kakak yg sporting berabiss!

(cikgu Pra dan PPM)

 Guess what! I can't stop mention this cute guy (R)

Kids with "Abang Magic" on their Birthday Party.

Thanks for coming!

Last day, sebelum sy beredar dari sekolah tu, i gave this gift to the children. Harap dorang ingat sy sampai bila2. aiseh! hehe! Sy letak gambar gitar sebab dorang kenal dan rapat sama sy melalui gitar dan lagu yg kena main semasa P&P . Even i'm not a good guitarist, but hope this will remind them about me.

Handmade by me. 

Precious moments means you all will be part of my chapter in my life.