I will worship, while I'm waiting

Waiting can probably the hardest things we can do in life...But with God all things are possible. While in waiting process I earn how to be strong, bold and patient. This song reminds me how great is our God plan than my plan. I've been gone through hurt and pain, but He never stop telling me that its worth to have all those to makes me more stronger. I feel blessed when I Watch FireProof movie. There is something I could learn from watching it. May God bless the director. Its really move me and change me a lot. Jesus have change my life. 

FIREPROOF

Link to John Waller| While I'm waiting

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH9LhNrXhFo

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You, Lord

And I am hopeful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though its is painful

But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident

taking every step obedience

While I'm waiting

I will serve You

While I'm waiting

I will worship

While I'm waiting

I will not faint

I'll be running the race

Even while I wait

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You Lord

And I am peaceful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though its not easy

But faithfully, I will wait . .

First Love

Once in a while

you're in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And I dream if this would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Loving goes on in my heart, just like your memories

How I long here to be with you once more

You'll always gonna be the one

And you should know

how i wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again, oh don't say no

You'll always gonna be the one

In my heart, so true, I believe I can never find

Somebody like you, my first love

Once in a while

You're in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

And I pray that one day you'll come back to me

If only knew every moment in time

Loving goes on in my heart, just like your memories

How I long here to be with your once more

You'll always gonna be the one

So true, I believe I can never find. .

Now and forever , you are. . .

My First Love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkNooh1lFaU

The Voice

There are times when I feel lost and no one seems to care

no one can understand

I walk alone in this journey looking for the answer

why this happen to me??

I regret of what I've done about the things had past

behind me who cares

I can't stop myself searching what is missing in my life

so I look back and I realize

There is a voice came from my heart

A voice to leads me walk through the darkness

and found the shines again 

He's the only one I looking for

the person i left before

and now

I turn to Him

I will save in Him

My Lord

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I almost forgot this song. I wrote this when I was in secondary school. Ignore bout my English . I'm not good in EL. :). Just trying to compose song tht really related to my life and its totally came from my deepest heart. I guess,  I really need this song right now. I mean I really have to listen back this song to build my faith back. I'm facing a lot of trouble now. Too much to think about I don't know what to do,what to say and how to move on. It so so so complicated. I need Him now.. really need Him right now. :'(

Bila sy dengr balik ni lagu,  sy tau sy akan nangis.  Cabaran demi cabaran sy terima sy tida tau sy mampu ka lalui ni semua. Bnyak perkara yg sy tida faham terjadi dalam diri sy dan paling besar dalam hidup sy. Persoalan demi persoalan  terjadi. I have to be strong. .  Dia selalu ada. Hanya perlu dengar suara Dia.

My Passion

"Something magical and sweet as it looks.

It will happen

if you believe in yourself.

I call it Passion".

Aisehmen! whoaa... Sy pndai suda becakap pasal magik2 sejak sy explore ni benda. 

MAKEUP

Sy percaya setiap org akan happy apabila mereka buat sesuatu perkara yang  mereka suka.
So do I!

So, sy start explore Makeup ni sejak sy apply something d wajah sy when I was 18. Remaja suda kan mesti mo besantik. Kononlah...hehe. Masa tu sy baru kenal tiga benda ni eyeshadow, mascara dan lipstick. Sy tau sy bida lepas pakai ni barang masa tu, yala nda tau skill kan..tp sy rasa happy ni buat tu semua, the more sy happy buat tu semua, the more sy explore. Sy rasa semakin berminat. Lepas tu, dapat sambung belajar kan, sy jumpa ramai orang, ramai kawan..pendek kata, wajah dorang la jadi bahan experimen sy. Hehe...

Practice Makes Perfect!

 Dari sana sy semakin explore ni makeup.. I learn so much about makeup when I watch every tutorial on the Youtube. Well, I'm a big fan of Michelle Phan! Her tutorial is the best. She comes up with so many brilliant ideas makeup looks.  Thumb up! 

MICHELLE PHAN

Skg , sy suda dpt skill cuma mo kc improve banyak lg ..walaupun suda perna test power sama beberapa org  untuk beberapa event, mc byk yg perlu sy balajar.. sy mc dan sgt perlu rujuk kepada yg pakar.

I just love to do this.. people can judge but teach me how to make it right. Deal? ^^

I need a lot of practice. yeah a lot..

It's so sweet and honour for me if u guys wanna try me.

Itu seja la..mesti YAKIN dan PERCAYA sama sy. I will do the best..hehe

Makeup ble kc santik, kc gojes diri dgn sekelip mata. True3x

Walaucmnapun, sy tetap percaya kecantikkan tu datang dari dalam diri indvidu itu. 

Jadi, jagalah diri baik-baik jgn ubah kejadian semula jadinya sebb ianya tercipta dgn sngt indah.

Every person is special . mcm Bruno Mars blg u r Amazing just the way you are.

Paling penting..jauhi DADAH.

Take care n God bless 

Homesick

Baru 3 hari smpai kampus lepas dari bercuti sy hoooommeeesickkk suda!! kenapa ka begini??? Ya sy telampau enjoy bah cuti sy..  wanna describe it in one words | SIUKK | .. jadi dsbabkan terlalu siukk sy punya hati  fikiran masi d kg. Sy rindu familia especially our home security c Cuppy. .  Cuppy...Cuppy. . . hmmmm. . .

Pendek kata rinduuuu amat. Tapi sy mesti kc terus jga tanggungjawab sy sni..banyak yg belum selesai. Terpaksa kc bzbz diri supaya lupa suasana d kg. 

I'm really homesick