Super Power

Sebelum ini, sy pernah post tentang mcmana sy sgt-sgt mengagumi Michelle Phan. Right? But today, I don't want to share about makeup or her tutorial on something . I want to share how Mish just inspired me by her video called ASK MISH. I'm watching it just now. Question by question and I heard every answer she gave, and I comes speechless n say " Wow!" This lady is awesome!  She is so brilliant , mature mind and deep thinker.. She is not only pretty on the outside but more than that, inside herself, she have a good heart 

( Like an angel ). wuuuu....

Now  that part, which gives me a deep reflection on my mind, and of course from the start, I've been inspired by Ask Mish. "IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT COULD IT BE? " 

Question sounds weird and nonsense to me, but Mish manage to answer it with a deep meaningful answer. It was unexpectable answer. I was totally thinking about to have super power before..If I could and I wish. . I pray for it. Amen

And me too, if I could have one super power, I wish to have the power of  HEALING. I wanna be Healer, I want to heal people by touching that person and they will be healed. I want to heal what burdens there heart, their wounds and their sickness .  . what a big dreams of me to have that kind of super power. But all I know is, I have faith that nothing is impossible if God's want it to happen in each one of us, if not me, maybe you. Praise God if me and you. Hehe. .

Well, thats my answer. If I could have one super power,  to be a Healer could be my super power. 

(crossed hands) 

Now its your turn to answer... If you could have one super power, what could it be? 

Whatever super power you have, lift up your hands to the Lord and praise Him. God bless ^^ 

When He Ran To Me

When He Ran To Me

When He Ran To Me (Animated version)

Almighty God, The Great I Am, 

Immovable Rock, Omnipotent, Powerful,

Awesome Lord.

Victorious Warrior, Commanding King of Kings,

Mighty Conqueror and the only time,

The only time I ever saw him run,

Was when...

[Chorus:]

He ran to me,

He took me in His arms, 

Held my head to His chest,

Said "My son's come home again!"

Lifted my face, 

Wiped the tears from my eyes,

With forgiveness in His voice He said

"Son, do you know I still love You?"

He caught me By surprise, When God ran...

[Verse 2:]

The day I left home,

I knew I'd broken His heart.

And I wondered then, if things could ever be the same.

Then one night,

I remembered His love for me.

And down that dusty road, ahead I could see,

It was the only time,

It was the only time I ever saw Him run.

And then...

[Repeat Chorus]

He caught me by surprise.

And He brought me to my knees.

When God ran... I saw Him run to me.

[Bridge:]

I was so ashamed, all alone, and so far away.

But now I know, that He's been waiting for this day...

I saw Him run to me,

He took me in His arms, 

Held my head to his chest,

Said "My son's come home again!"

Lifted my face, 

Wiped the tears from my eyes,

With forgiveness in His voice 

I felt his love for me again.

He ran to me,

He took me in His arms, 

Held my head to his chest,

Said "My son's come home again!"

Lifted my face, 

Wiped the tears from my eyes,

With forgiveness in His voice 

He said "Son"

He called me Son.

He said "Son, do you know I still love You?"

He ran to me (When God Ran)

(I saw Him run to me) 

And then I ran to Him 

(When God ran)

When God ran

Acoustic Night

For the first time join akustik on 9 May 2014. Sebelum ni sendiri2 ja berakustik, but that night I'm not alone. With my BASIC (nama group dpanggil) a.k.a Brothers and Sisters in Christ gather as one team decided to rock that night!! We got 2nd place! Yay!! That was amazing experience for myself. 

Praise The Lord for everything. We made it because He works in each one of us. 

Feeling blessed.

BASIC

Brothers and Sisters in Christ

  

  

Beautiful Garden

Hye! Its a good day :)

My 1st post for  2014. Baru hr ni dpt buka blog slepas dr hari2 yg sgt hebat dan boleh tahan bz dia. Awal tahun suda bz kunun kami. Tapi xda apa, demi final year, sy akan lakukan apa sahaja. Thank You Lord, dengan berkat Mu , sy masih tetap bertahan sehingga saat ini. skejap lg hanny, ada beberapa step lg ada beberapa bulan lg... just stay strong yaa... I know I can do it! 

I reflect something that whats will bring joy to me and how I manage to stand through it.  I wanna think that my journey as a teacher is like walking and working inside God's beautiful garden. There is so much things to do, planting a beautiful flower, pluck the damage flowers, decorate and cleaning and etc. The end of it, it must worth to works, wait and see its result . haha~ It makes me happy and thats make me more excited to move on in this journey. 

So , I gotta go now. Its time for me to do my lesson plan. 

Remember , if God bring you to it, 

He will bring you through it. Amen.

My Grown Up Christmas List

Do you remember me? I sat upon your knee

I wrote to you with childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now and still need help somehow

I'm not a child but my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish

My grown up Christmas list

Not for myself

But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal all hearts

And everyone would have a friend

And right would always win

And love would never end.

This is my grown up Christmas list

As children we believe

The grandest sight to see

Was something lovely

Wrapped beneath a tree

But heaven only knows

That packages and bows

Can never heal a heart ached human soul

No more lives torn apart

That wars would never start

And time would heal all hearts

And everyone would have a friend

And right would always win

And love would never end, no

This is my grown up Christmas list.

-Inspired by Kelly Clarkson-

Banyak Perkara tapi Satu Ungkapan.

Hari ini, sy melihat tentang banyak perkara , sy dengar tentang banyak perkara dan sy merasa tentang banyak perkara. Ada perkara yang buat sy mengerti dan ada jga perkara yang sy tidak mampu mengerti. Tapi tentang semua perkara itu sy hanya mampu ungkapkan dengan satu perkataan iaitu SYUKUR. Satu rasa yg mampu memberikan damai dlm hati. 

Mungkin doa sy setiap malam mahupun setiap hari, belum terjawab oleh Tuhan kerana Tuhan sedang menguji iman sy dan Dia sedang merencanakan sesuatu dalam hidup sy. Sy tidak pasti apa yg akn berlaku, tapi yg sy pasti semuanya adalah baik dan sempurna. Persoalan demi persoalan wujud sehingga sy tidak mampu lagi mengeluarkan air mata. Doa sy semakin kering dan diri sy mula putus asa. Tapi tentang semua persoalan ini sy hanya mampu ungkapkan dengan satu perkataan iaitu PERCAYA. Satu pegangan yg membuatkan sy tetap mengucapkan amen. 

Sy tidak mengerti dan tidak pasti apa sebenarnya yang akan berlaku dengan diri sy dan apa yang sedang sy alami saat ini. Semakin hari , semakin sakit. Sy mengeluh kerana berbeban berat. Sy semakin jauh namun tetap pasrah kepada Dia yg menentukan segalanya. Apa yg sy alami saat ini tidak setanding dengan apa yg mereka alami. Sy tetap ingin bersyukur apa yg terjadi pd diri sy saat ini kerana semua ini menjadikan sy lebih dekat dengan Dia. Sy ingin satukan sakit ini dalam penderitaan yg Engkau alami di kayu salib kerana di salib itu sy akan menerima penghiburan dan kekuatan untuk hadapi semua ini. Di sana hanya satu perkataan yang akan sy dengar Engkau ungkapkan iaitu CINTA. Cinta yang mengubah segalanya dan cinta mengatasi segalanya.  

-Aku mencintai Engkau melalui sakitku-

Okay!

Ini adalah salah satu kesan drpada jangkitan kuman yg sy tida sgka akan teruk smpai begini, hnya kaki kiri yg mbengkak dan menghitam, bibir semakin kering dan ada mcm2 lagi kesan yg lain. tp ni ja la yg dpt sy share. Yup! amat sakit tapi suda dpt ubat, harap akan pulih cepat. Pray for me. God bless me. 

(^.^)

Jga kesihatan kamu kio. dia blg miss....ada miss (bukan nama sebenar) tp org kuat ni. Dia caring sgt pasal kaki. Kaki harus dijaga dengan baik sbb kaki menampung segala yg ada dari kepala smpai kaki. 

ble google2 la kio. Take care n God bless. ^.^

A Walk to Remember

Hye!!

Hari ini sy rasa amat busan! Sy punya karaja ni ari kc sot kapala sama ni gmbr2. Here we go, with my buddy Marklister a.k.a Stefanus mencipta kegilaan bersama. Maklumla ini org mo lari suda nanti kn. Jd mo create the moment la kunu ni kami. Ni ja yg ada. . hehe. Ouh ya, segala dialog dan visual tidak ada kaitan dengan yang hidup dan yang mati. Boleh dan sesuai ditonton oleh semua lapisan masyarakat (U). 

-peace-

INTRO

 

3, 2 ,1 action!

-THE END-

Credit to Nicholas a.k.a bom-bom for the shoot|flash for snaping those pictures.  

For my buddy, Mark, thanks for making moment with me . May God bless our friendship and 

remember itu don't forget, 

walaupun ko gotuk dan palui-palui

I will always love u in Christ.

Have a blessed journey in your life.

(^.^)

My Guy

“The guy who loves Jesus will worship with you. He’ll pray for you, he’ll pray with you. He will lead you with strong hands, stand up when you can’t… but remind you that only God can satisfy.”

"How blessed are those who are hungry and thirsty for righteousness, because it is they who will be satisfied!" (Matthew 5:6 ISV)

- Spiritually Single -

Friendship

I dedicated this beautiful message for my friends out there. 

Hoping back that you will get something same as me by reading this.

These message had touch me deep and taught me a lot.

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Written by:

Kaelin Cory

Some of you cringe at the word, while others blissfully ponder it. I wanted to write this entry because I know a lot of people who struggle with friendships and I know how it feels first-hand...

Up to this point in my life, I have always struggled with friendships. I would look at other girls in my school or church and think, "Why can't I have a friendship like that?" "Why is it just so hard?". I knew a lot of the reason as to why I was short of true friends was because I am different. That's how God created me to be. Being "set apart" doesn't mean alone. Though on some occasions, they seem to go hand-in-hand. Through seasons of your life, the people and circumstances (and sometimes even the scenery) will change. And you will change too. Especially if you have let God have full control in your life to do as He pleases. I have had friendships of all kinds... Ones that were one-sided, negative, short-term, or anywhere in between. Because of all that life throws at you, friends will come and go. I will never forget something my dad told me in 7th grade when I was broken hearted in the ruins of a friendship. He said, "God brings friends in and out of your life in seasons. You needed her for that season, and now He will bring someone else." I have held onto those words tighter than I think he knows. If you are struggling with friendships in your life right now, take a step back... Do you consider yourself "friends" with God? I know, I know. He isn't physically here and that makes it hard, but He desires to be your best friend. And He is the BEST friend. He will never let you down, never disappoint, and never leave your side. He desires to be your best friend through daily conversation, worship, and through reading His Word. Here are some simple things that have helped me through hard times when a true, true friend seemed a distant thing:

1) Surrender- surrender your whole self to the Lord. All of your problems, imperfections, and mistakes. Where you currently are, and where you want to be. It's never easy, and surrender is never a one-time thing.

2) Take Action- Surrender isn't enough. Surrender in the dictionary is defined as both "to abandon self entirely" AND "give up or hand over a person, right or possession". This means after surrender comes action. This may also mean that you must let go of some friendships that are holding you down.

3) Pray Pray Pray- I don't just believe, I KNOW passionate, persistent prayer works. My friendships are living proof of it. For YEARS I prayed and cried out to the Lord that He would bring someone into my life who would help me walk out my faith everyday. And He has provided.

We were all made for relationships. Our Creator designed us to not walk this road alone. There will be MANY people in your life who will come in and out and shape you into who you are... but I am believing God will send you someone who will stick closer than a brother and bring joy into your life. It will not be easy. Start by being honest with God and using the three simple pieces of advice in this entry. Most of all, I pray through this season in your life, you will learn what it is truly like to lean on Him, and allow Him to fill every part of your heart.

About the Author:

Kaelin Cory is a girl in pursuit of God's heart. This blog will be a direct reflection of her wandering heart and the adventures He takes her on. She believe He honors those who give it their best shot. So what do you say? The journey will be long and sometimes hard, but lets trust Him to take us where our feet may fail. Follow Kaelin's

http://www.wherefeetmayfailme.blogspot.com/

A message for a Men and Women

" I am Awesome " a message for the ladies!

" I am Awesome " a message for the guys!

Damn Feeling!!

God!!!!! Help me, I can't figure this out.

This is just too far from my expectation

This is too tough for me.

I need You!!!!

Dear Diary. .

Sy mengantuk tp tida dapat lelap ni mata. Fikir punya fikir , last2 cari something. 

Mcm lama suda tida buka ni diary sy, tiba2 rasa mau buka ni malam. Jadi, pa lg setiap page sy baca, aHaa bikin ketawa pun ada , bikin menangis pun ada..aikk ada lg yg bikin malu. Ble ka? Hehe
macam-macam ada!
Sini la sy kc luah semua feeling sy kunun yg nda boleh di luah secara public.
kira Sdn. Bhd la bah ni punya cerita.
So, ni malam. . memandangkan sy rasa alone sgt, + byk fikiran, bah apa lg. . start la ni tangan menulis.

Dear Diary. . . .

 

Status of the Day

I'm not single, I'm in relationship with J.Christ

-Singleness makes me fall in love with JC-

Dari Sahabat untuk Sahabat

"KU TETAP PADA SALIB KRISTUS"

Ku peluk salib ber-corpus buatan tanganku karena aku percaya bahwa Engkau Tuhan akan selalu memeluk erat tubuh dan jiwaku yang adalah buatan tanganMu sendiri.

Kawan. . .

Hari baru terberi kepadamu tanpa engkau dan aku memintanya, tapi semuanya mengalir dari kemurahan hati Allah, Sang Bapa sebagai wujud cinta kasihNya kepada saudara dan aku.

Satu hal yang pasti, yang akan saudara dan aku temui di hari ini adalah tidak semua jalan berujung yang dapat tergapai, tidal semua usaha berhasil, dan tidak semua kata hati dan keinginan jiwa terpenuhi. Selalu ada celah di dalam setiap usaha untuk semua kegagalan, bahkan kegagalan dan penderitaan bisa menarikmu untuk meninggalkan Kristus, Sang Sumber Keselamatan yang tergantung diam pada salibNya di rumah hati dan jiwamu.

Karena itu, sebelum memulai tugas, karya dan pelayananmu hari ini, kudatangi engkau sebagai sahabatmu dan membisikkan yang satu ini "TETAPLAH TERPAUT PADA SALIB KRISTUS". Salib adalah tanda kehinaan, tapi Dia yang tergantung pada salib itu menjadi tanda kekuatanmu dalam menghadapi setiap cobaan dan derita yang datang menerjangmu. Ingatlah penderitaanmu tidak sebanding dengan deritaNya, tapi karena cintaNya padamu maka Ia rela menderita dan wafat di salib itu demu keselematanmu dan keselamatanku.

Akhirnya....kuajak engkau sahabatku untuk dalam derita apa pu, dalam suka mahupun duka yang anda akan jumpa hari ini, biarlah jiwamu selalu berucap "KU TETAP PELUK SALIB BUATAN TANGANKU DENGAN HARAPAN BAHWA ENGKAU AKAN MEMELUK ERAT PIKIRAN, TUBUH,HATI DAN JIWAKU sampai selamanya.

Jangan lupa berdoa Bapa Kami, Salam Maria dan Kemuliaan

sebelum melakukan kegiatanmu di hari ini.

Salam dan doa dari sahabat untuk para sahabatnya

*** Duc in Altum***

Sister B and Me

Waaaaa.. sy tida percaya ow, sy mc simpan ni gambar. 1st time sy jumpa ni sister masa 2010 d Pertapaan Putri Karmel Kaingaran, Tambunan, sy rsa bersyukur sgt sbb sy sama ni Sr bejumpa balik baru-baru masa retreat d Holy Trinity Church, Tawau 2013. sy rasa driku semakin dewasa pla bila kasi banding ni gambar.. I feel like, I hv grown up and looks more mature than 2010. keeehooiii!! Hehe. Tapi c sister maintain, makin jelita adala. .kn2 . Hee. .Sy percaya semua ni salah satu Rencana Tuhan yg sangat dan paaalingg indah dalam hidup sy. Ni sister banyak sharing sama sy , banyak membimbing sy tentang IMAN, HARAPAN, dan KASIH. Sy pray supaya si sister sama kawan2 dia, terus kuat dalam pelayanan dan terus bekerja d dalam ladang Tuhan yg sangat luas ni. Semoga dapat capai lebih ramai belia dan beliau..  + Sy harap supaya dapat jumpa lg sama ni sister. Amen?? yaa...Aaaammmen. ^^~

Sy happy sgt bila jumpa dorg ni, rasa sukacita ni bila dapat ikut program dorg. Sy harap dan sy wish supaya dapat join pelayanan dorang.. Kasi doa sy kio. Hehe.

# siukk ni lagu, tersentuh ni hati sy

Satu hal yang ku rindu

berada di dalam rumah Mu

Satu hal yang ku pinta

menikmati baitMu Tuhan

Lebih baik satu hari di pelantaranMu

daripada sribu hari d tempat lain

aku memujiMu, aku MenyembahMu

Kau Allah yg hidup

dan menikmati

S'mua kemurahanMu.

My Sweet Tablet

I must be strong. . Dalam situasi tubuh tida menentu ni kn, mesti mo kuat hadapi ni hari2 yg mencabar. Keadaan ni perkara biasa suda bg sy, makan ubat pun bukan lagi terasa pahit tapi terasa manis,  tapi kdg2 tidak tahan la bh kalu semua ni mesti mo telan dan d kasi habis kn. sabar saja la nak ^^

I won't give up because my good Lord is with me.

Amen.

Kata Hati

Melepaskan insan yang kita cinta dan membuka hati untuk insan yang mencintai kita

-Kata Hati-

My Journey Part 2

PART 2

Main part2 lg kunun kn. Hehe. bah ini dia My Journey Part 2. 

Dulu kan, pernah sy tanya diri sy, odoi knapa la sy tekana di tawau??? Ko pikir sanang ka hati sy jalan p Tawau? menangis2 lg ni time dpt ni tawaran sebab jauh kan, bepisah sama family dan kawan2 lg tu. Pikir sanang hati ka??paling sandi org bilang. 

Bah nah kau, sekarang 4 tahun suda sy di sini, apa suda jadi? tingu ni gambar-gambar semua, pikir sanang ka mo capture ni semua?? Ini baru separuh ni. . da baanyaakk lagi. Hehe. Sy percaya, ni adalah salah satu sebab kenapa sy ada d sini saat ini, jumpa kamu-kamu semua, cipta kenangan yg paling indah sama kamu semua. Pendek kata, ni la family sy kalau di sini teda lain lg. Syukur sgt dpt kenal kamu semua, rencanaNya yg sangat indah untuk setiap kita. 

I feel blessed to have you all and be the part of this group, ONE VOICE.   

My Brothers and Sisters in Christ.   

Siou kamurang ah, tanpa kebenaran lg post2 ni gmbr dalam blog sy. Sy tida peduli, sy suka ni gmbr semua. macamana jga kan? hehe . Senarnya, sy tida tau suda gmbr apa yg sy mo kc masuk. Sy men kc masuk2 seja, yg candid yg skema yg gaya free tu, sy kc masuk seja. Hehe  

Tida miss ni, di mana2 pun sy akan jumpa budak-budak. :) 

The Children of St.Paul.

Sy mo share ni petikan utk renungan kita bersama,

"I was hungry and you gave me food.. I was stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me...."

(Matthew 25: 35-36)

Our work is based on these words of Jesus.

Thank you my brothers and sisters. God bless

My Journey Part 1

PART 1

Growing in faith with this girls. 

Grace, Marie Grace, Kireen, Cheryl and the owner of this blog of course me! 5 daughter of God walks together since in primary school until today , even miles do us apart, but we still can reach each other. Thanks God. Actually, its been a long time after everyone got there calls on studies and works. I'm gonna die missing u guys. hehe . I feel blessed to have them as my best friend. More than that we are sisters in Christ :) 

Beside this five, I'm surrounded by this amazing people in my life. They taught me a lot about life and faith.

Precious moments

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  The Children. Most of them had grown up now. They inspired me and make me realize that life is so special and makes everyone feel special. I just remember, even their smile can tell everything especially about LOVE. Since I met and fall in love with the children, I think I can answer this simple but challenging question 

"How to love this world??"

 Now, I guess I knew the answer. . .

To love this world is to love the children.

I heart them so much. :)

It's all about faith, love and service

I Fall in love with You

May today there be peace within.

May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.

May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.

May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.

May you be content knowing that you are child of God.

Let this presence settle into our bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.

It is there for each and everyone of you.

-Teresa of Avilla -